I've been in true mutual ( I'm pretty sure) love once in my life. I fell out of 'romantic" love with him but I still love him immensely. I see that this year with my social counterparts that everyone is in a relationship or with this boy or that girl or someone. I am not. I don't even want to waste my time with someone that I don't love and I don't know it that is a good or bad thing.
My first love and all the other boys I really liked, we started off as friends first. I wasn't even checkin' for them at all and next thing I knew I was waist deep in like/lust/or love. This hasn't been happening lately. I find that boys have been noticing me but I was paying any attention to them at all. They are already in the like or some other L stage with me and I'm not there because I don't know you.
I have an exclusivity issue going on. I want to be the first to know and to find out something. If its a new song. I wanna know it first and blast it and no I'm not sharing it with you. I'm the same way with me. I want to notice you first. To watch you. To Facebook stalk you just a little and then hope and pray that you were doing the same thing to me, so when we finally come together we have already established the principle of like and we can move from there.
I think forming like is hard. If I don't like you I probably never will but if I like you there is a strong possibility that I can love you. I was just over on the "forums" (the hair forums) and one girl wrote about how she things shes in love. She is and she has been for months and all the members knew it. It was so sweet to read and to think back when you used to be in love. How that used to feel. I miss it and I would love to be in love. I guess my time will come hopefully sooner than later. I going to have to like somebody first and that might take a while.
Not In Love
Lust
or Like
Annette
if u knew me you would understand!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Third Year
I guess there is just something about this third year of school. High School and College couldn't be more different but this third year has more similarities than I can explain. I think back to my junior year of high school. I was 16. I remember that my class seemed to get closer and closer each day and by the time it was June of 2007 we were super sad that it was all over. I think junior year is the period were you realize that your days are numbered and that you might as well go on 'head and make friends with the kids in your classes. I mean who else understands better than the same people that sat in that 2.5 hour class too! I didn't expect this to happen again but I'm glad it did. I'm glad that even if you have friends and good ones at that there is a good feeling when you make new friends. Friends you can wave to from your window and walk with on the way to class. People that you can make sure you take the same classes with next semester. I was extra mad earlier this year about the multitude of group projects but honestly without them I would still be hanging with my old friends who don't seem to have too much time for me. I hope this wasn't too cheesy but this is how I feel right now. I'll probably get over it soon but we all know when things are good they're REAL good.
Monday, August 24, 2009
I would like to but...
I wanted to fast. I don't know where I got the idea from (ahem lhcf) but I'm not ready. I tried and I barely made it to 11am on water alone.
So...despite my lack of effort I have decided to up my daily water intake and lemme tell you. I feels great and looks great. LOL. My stomach is flat again. My problems are solved. Throw out those juices and capri suns and from concentrate mixes y'all. And don't even look at the likka.
Water is the way. It was in the bible 50-11 times for a reason.
Duh!
Nettie
So...despite my lack of effort I have decided to up my daily water intake and lemme tell you. I feels great and looks great. LOL. My stomach is flat again. My problems are solved. Throw out those juices and capri suns and from concentrate mixes y'all. And don't even look at the likka.
Water is the way. It was in the bible 50-11 times for a reason.
Duh!
Nettie
Sunday, August 23, 2009
I've been dreaming lately
and I wish it would stop. The main characters in my dreams have been three young men that I have at one point or another lusted over, loved , or something. This has been going on for the past three nights and I'm going to give a quick recap of my suenos.
The first dream the boy died...I was distraught. I'm sure I would be in real life too. He's so young. I spent the whole dream trying to seem non-chalant about his death when I knew I cared so much. In real life I've known him forever. Honestly forever I don't know when I met him, I guess I was 3 or 4 who knows. But anyway I saw him a few weeks ago and didn't recognize him and I wasn't too happy about him calling out my whole name in public. But I was so mad at myself afterwards for not staying and talking to him longer. I was hungry and McDonald's was right up the street. I don't live anywhere near him anymore and I have no idea what he is doing with his life. I hope its productive but honestly I wouldn't be surprised if he was doing something crazy.
The second dream was with a boy I haven't talked to in 2 to 3 years. We were standing in front of the post office in my hometown having a long convo. I've been ebaying lately so I know where the post office comes from. I also think he posted some pics on facebook a week ago and I thought OMG I haven't talked to him in forever , he's alive that's good. He's doing good things with his life! But there are some deep issues that he has that I wouldn't dare say. I know I can't handle them...I'm not one of those girls.
The last dream was last night. This dream ...whew...that is all I say about it. I don't know where the part about Kourtney Kardashian and Mongolian men being hit with hammers and drowned by my cousins estranged father has anything to do with the relationship between him and I but I guess it's complicated. This dream sure enough was. All I know is at the end of the dream we decided to be together forever. This is highly unlikely in real life considering we don't speak. I know that as much as he had terrible parts to his persona maybe he's changed. I again doubt it based on what I do know about him. I have always seen us, in my mind, together forever. I think at one point he felt the same way. It's not going to happen and at 20 I shouldn't want to be with someone forever already. I need to let it go clearly and my conscious mind has but my subconscious has not.
Its millions more boys I could dream about, not tonight please!
The first dream the boy died...I was distraught. I'm sure I would be in real life too. He's so young. I spent the whole dream trying to seem non-chalant about his death when I knew I cared so much. In real life I've known him forever. Honestly forever I don't know when I met him, I guess I was 3 or 4 who knows. But anyway I saw him a few weeks ago and didn't recognize him and I wasn't too happy about him calling out my whole name in public. But I was so mad at myself afterwards for not staying and talking to him longer. I was hungry and McDonald's was right up the street. I don't live anywhere near him anymore and I have no idea what he is doing with his life. I hope its productive but honestly I wouldn't be surprised if he was doing something crazy.
The second dream was with a boy I haven't talked to in 2 to 3 years. We were standing in front of the post office in my hometown having a long convo. I've been ebaying lately so I know where the post office comes from. I also think he posted some pics on facebook a week ago and I thought OMG I haven't talked to him in forever , he's alive that's good. He's doing good things with his life! But there are some deep issues that he has that I wouldn't dare say. I know I can't handle them...I'm not one of those girls.
The last dream was last night. This dream ...whew...that is all I say about it. I don't know where the part about Kourtney Kardashian and Mongolian men being hit with hammers and drowned by my cousins estranged father has anything to do with the relationship between him and I but I guess it's complicated. This dream sure enough was. All I know is at the end of the dream we decided to be together forever. This is highly unlikely in real life considering we don't speak. I know that as much as he had terrible parts to his persona maybe he's changed. I again doubt it based on what I do know about him. I have always seen us, in my mind, together forever. I think at one point he felt the same way. It's not going to happen and at 20 I shouldn't want to be with someone forever already. I need to let it go clearly and my conscious mind has but my subconscious has not.
Its millions more boys I could dream about, not tonight please!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I like to read but...
Since I am unemployed I spend a lot of my time reading. My mother has an extensive collection of books from Adriana Trigiani to Dan Brown, and the complete works of Mary Higgins Clark and John Grisham. But I usually choose not to read any of these I opt for older more unknown books or more interesting unpredictable works. I read Barbara Walters autobiography out of pure boredom and I have read all of the free books she gets at the newspaper.
Earlier this summer I came across an old Terry McMillan book 'Disappearing Acts' and I recently read Sister Souljah's "Midnight'. Both well written with characters that I could see vividly in my mind. I ended up liking the unlikeable characters of Midnight and Franklin. But this is not why I am here today. I am here to talk about sex scenes in these novels.
The books were very realistic in their depictions of living in poverty and struggle in New York City. Both men had to work very hard to keep their families afloat. But along with the seemingly realistic nature of 90% of the novel came the seemingly un-ordinary circumstances of the sex lives of the characters.
Franklin a serial "dater" to use the term loosely, has had his fair share of women in his almost 40 years. Even though they all know he has slept with countless women new women still crave to be near and with Franklin. He seems to please them all sexually. He is portrayed as tall, dark, and muscular , all the characteristics of the ultimate black man. Honestly in the book sex is just about the only thing he can do right. He struggles to provide for the mother of his two oldest children and their needs and his new baby. He even portrays some traits of domestic violence and aggression from his frustration. He is by no means a man that I would desire to be with but He brings the successful singer Zora to love him through making love to her.
In Midnight 14 year 'Midnight" has his first sexual experience with his new wife 16 year old Akemi. This takes place in Chinatown beneath the store where Midnight works in a shower stall. I would never but okay if they must. This encounter takes place with almost no confusion, uncertainty or fumbling. They enjoy every minute of their experience. He was clearly in love with her and it showed in the scene but by no means is this an accurate representation of the sexual experiences of a 14 year old. I understand that this is something that is not taught and is more of an instinctual type of thing, but my goodness.
I understand fiction writers can take whatever liberties they choose, but as a reader I would love to see complete realism in works rather than realistic work, school, hood, and family experiences, and amazing uninterrupted and fully satisfying sex. The divorce rate is 50% in America...why do you think that is?
Earlier this summer I came across an old Terry McMillan book 'Disappearing Acts' and I recently read Sister Souljah's "Midnight'. Both well written with characters that I could see vividly in my mind. I ended up liking the unlikeable characters of Midnight and Franklin. But this is not why I am here today. I am here to talk about sex scenes in these novels.
The books were very realistic in their depictions of living in poverty and struggle in New York City. Both men had to work very hard to keep their families afloat. But along with the seemingly realistic nature of 90% of the novel came the seemingly un-ordinary circumstances of the sex lives of the characters.
Franklin a serial "dater" to use the term loosely, has had his fair share of women in his almost 40 years. Even though they all know he has slept with countless women new women still crave to be near and with Franklin. He seems to please them all sexually. He is portrayed as tall, dark, and muscular , all the characteristics of the ultimate black man. Honestly in the book sex is just about the only thing he can do right. He struggles to provide for the mother of his two oldest children and their needs and his new baby. He even portrays some traits of domestic violence and aggression from his frustration. He is by no means a man that I would desire to be with but He brings the successful singer Zora to love him through making love to her.
In Midnight 14 year 'Midnight" has his first sexual experience with his new wife 16 year old Akemi. This takes place in Chinatown beneath the store where Midnight works in a shower stall. I would never but okay if they must. This encounter takes place with almost no confusion, uncertainty or fumbling. They enjoy every minute of their experience. He was clearly in love with her and it showed in the scene but by no means is this an accurate representation of the sexual experiences of a 14 year old. I understand that this is something that is not taught and is more of an instinctual type of thing, but my goodness.
I understand fiction writers can take whatever liberties they choose, but as a reader I would love to see complete realism in works rather than realistic work, school, hood, and family experiences, and amazing uninterrupted and fully satisfying sex. The divorce rate is 50% in America...why do you think that is?
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I haven't listed in a while. Here goes!
1. These girls on Maury LOL. They crazy! What happened? How you be pregnant 5 times at 15? I know how but...DANG!
2. Whenever I think of Gucci Mane, for some reason I swear he's not American. I don't know what it is about him maybe it's his line "I'm not very articulate" He reminds me of some Africans I know...hmmmm
3. I have been hula-hooping for the past 4-6 weeks and this is really helping the stomach/hip area! Get on this y'all!
4. I have more money in my bank acct than I thought. Praise Him!!!
5. I have re-found my love for reading
6. Cassie's "Must Be Love" is the ish right now
7. I love watching the bump-its hair thingy commercials. Those girls look so silly.
8. The Jehovahs Witnesses are out for the summer. They rang my bell this morning. The girl had some fly natural hair tho...but no thanks y'all, was all that came out.
9.I'm really thinking about doing a master cleanse soon...well when I get to school cuz you know you can't do none of that stuff here. "C'mon why don't you eat something?"
10. I really used t care about NBA Summer League games. LOL I guess I ain't stunting these sorry ballers no mo'. Good 4 Me!
Annette :D
2. Whenever I think of Gucci Mane, for some reason I swear he's not American. I don't know what it is about him maybe it's his line "I'm not very articulate" He reminds me of some Africans I know...hmmmm
3. I have been hula-hooping for the past 4-6 weeks and this is really helping the stomach/hip area! Get on this y'all!
4. I have more money in my bank acct than I thought. Praise Him!!!
5. I have re-found my love for reading
6. Cassie's "Must Be Love" is the ish right now
7. I love watching the bump-its hair thingy commercials. Those girls look so silly.
8. The Jehovahs Witnesses are out for the summer. They rang my bell this morning. The girl had some fly natural hair tho...but no thanks y'all, was all that came out.
9.I'm really thinking about doing a master cleanse soon...well when I get to school cuz you know you can't do none of that stuff here. "C'mon why don't you eat something?"
10. I really used t care about NBA Summer League games. LOL I guess I ain't stunting these sorry ballers no mo'. Good 4 Me!
Annette :D
Friday, June 19, 2009
Saying Thank-You
I wish I had understood at the time but I think I was somewhere between 8-10 years old and my class went on a field trip to the Richmond Zoo. I mean its a deciduous forest moderate climate South side Richmond location and theres a zoo with giraffes ( I LOVE), penguins, kangaroo, you get he picture... Well I've never been too fond of girls so I pretty sure I spent the majority of the trip hanging with my friend Dominque. And at the end of the day of who knows what foolishness, he bought me a plastic fake snake. I told him thank-you and I really meant it. I really like snakes HAHA!
Well I just found the snake. I thought more about what it really meant. You do nice things for your friends. This boy really knew who I was. He wasn't going to give me a fluffy pink tutu or some mess. I know I was a kid but the other boys in my class who I clearly payed more attention to in retrospect never gave me a damn thing. I did get a stab wound and hurt feelings from them though. I think that it's important to realize who your true friends are and to tell them thank you!
Well I just found the snake. I thought more about what it really meant. You do nice things for your friends. This boy really knew who I was. He wasn't going to give me a fluffy pink tutu or some mess. I know I was a kid but the other boys in my class who I clearly payed more attention to in retrospect never gave me a damn thing. I did get a stab wound and hurt feelings from them though. I think that it's important to realize who your true friends are and to tell them thank you!
Imma talk about my hair
nobody clearly wants to hear me talk about it out loud so imma use blogger as my outlet!!!
ya girl has 5 inches of hair and i can finally achieve a ponytail with only 3 bobby pins. woo-hoo :)
I had no idea I was going to have to do this much trial and error to find a style suitable for my personality. I was cool with the fro but I did not feel like me. I enjoyed the pufftails and the 2 or 3 ponys and the braids on the side and all of that but I'm glad that chapter is coming to an end. I will continue these styles but I will not be doing them daily because now I have other options.
I gave my hair a break with a 16 day weave LOL I wanted to do 30 but I had to make a curl and I missed my daily co- washing. I had only my part left out and I need to stop freaking out about heat damage because for years I had a relaxer and flat ironed weekly and I still had curly hair ...so I really need to stop trippin'.
I am looking forward to the end of August to see how much hair I have! This will make 1 year without a relaxer and if I get to 6 inches * crosses fingas* then I might treat myself to a full blow-out and flat iron or a new expensive product or something. Honestly from time to time I think why don't I just get a relaxer. I know so much more now than I ever knew but I really love these curls way more than any straight hair. I am trying to keep it simple with my hair and all I can hope for is the 1/2 a month. I will not be experimenting with Mega-Tek and the like for extra growth. I will not start drinking protein shakes.
I would like to say that for the 1st month I was fully natural I never detangled my hair with a comb/brush. I kinda sorta ran my fingers through occasionally and I never suffered any ill effects from this. This goes to show you how different our hair can be. Best believe I detangled after my weave b4 washing...I saw what happened to ateya and uh nuh!!!
I don't like the man who's cutting the grass as I speak... I will not come to the door and tell him the gate is unlocked. I don't deal with crazies.
That is all,
Annette
ya girl has 5 inches of hair and i can finally achieve a ponytail with only 3 bobby pins. woo-hoo :)
I had no idea I was going to have to do this much trial and error to find a style suitable for my personality. I was cool with the fro but I did not feel like me. I enjoyed the pufftails and the 2 or 3 ponys and the braids on the side and all of that but I'm glad that chapter is coming to an end. I will continue these styles but I will not be doing them daily because now I have other options.
I gave my hair a break with a 16 day weave LOL I wanted to do 30 but I had to make a curl and I missed my daily co- washing. I had only my part left out and I need to stop freaking out about heat damage because for years I had a relaxer and flat ironed weekly and I still had curly hair ...so I really need to stop trippin'.
I am looking forward to the end of August to see how much hair I have! This will make 1 year without a relaxer and if I get to 6 inches * crosses fingas* then I might treat myself to a full blow-out and flat iron or a new expensive product or something. Honestly from time to time I think why don't I just get a relaxer. I know so much more now than I ever knew but I really love these curls way more than any straight hair. I am trying to keep it simple with my hair and all I can hope for is the 1/2 a month. I will not be experimenting with Mega-Tek and the like for extra growth. I will not start drinking protein shakes.
I would like to say that for the 1st month I was fully natural I never detangled my hair with a comb/brush. I kinda sorta ran my fingers through occasionally and I never suffered any ill effects from this. This goes to show you how different our hair can be. Best believe I detangled after my weave b4 washing...I saw what happened to ateya and uh nuh!!!
I don't like the man who's cutting the grass as I speak... I will not come to the door and tell him the gate is unlocked. I don't deal with crazies.
That is all,
Annette
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
It's been 2 weeks
I have been in Richmond for 2 weeks. In that time I have spent most of it sick and stuffy from the Strep virus/infection/illness. I do not recommend getting it. I'm still blowing stuff out of my nose. TMI who cares? I haven't left my house in a full week, but I am leaving today! I have felt that if I go outside I would need a tissue or a sink and that I can't take those with me out there. I live by the river and its so sticky here. I feel sticky inside so why add to that! I guess Ill go play basketball outside today.
My illness has given me time to focus on TV and the NBA Conference Finals. Every NBA fan dreams of this. Every game was close except the Lakers/Nuggets game from last night. Lebron's buzzer beater sent me into a coughing fit. The game before Dwight Howard ruled the post and scored 30. Kobe keeps being Kobe. He waves his screeners off and carries the team on his shoulders. And if JR Smith plays like that no one can stop Denver. Carmelo this might be your shot don't blow it. I get to hear Jeff Van Gundy every other night. He might be the best commentator well him and Chuck (Charles Barkley).
Speaking of the Chuckster who knew that his shoes still cost about $120. I wanted them for basically my whole life. When will I be able to afford them. Shucks!!! LOL
Annette
My illness has given me time to focus on TV and the NBA Conference Finals. Every NBA fan dreams of this. Every game was close except the Lakers/Nuggets game from last night. Lebron's buzzer beater sent me into a coughing fit. The game before Dwight Howard ruled the post and scored 30. Kobe keeps being Kobe. He waves his screeners off and carries the team on his shoulders. And if JR Smith plays like that no one can stop Denver. Carmelo this might be your shot don't blow it. I get to hear Jeff Van Gundy every other night. He might be the best commentator well him and Chuck (Charles Barkley).
Speaking of the Chuckster who knew that his shoes still cost about $120. I wanted them for basically my whole life. When will I be able to afford them. Shucks!!! LOL
Annette
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
UP_DIZ_ATE!
Where have I been? Oh I know... I've been stressed. School is OVA! and I raised my GPA by .o2 points. I mean nothings better than a gain. I could have received all A's and gotten maybe .1 extra on the GPA. Thank God its already good!
In addition to school I have gone bald. LOL well not bald I have 4 inches of hair but thats a drastic shift from 12+ inches of hair. But it doesn't feel that way to me. It feels right. This couldn't have happened at a better time. I have twists right now but I miss the natural hair but I have to put it away. I play with it too much. I don't want to lose it. Dang! I just got it. I need some bangin' hurr if I want to continue to call myself a dime. or is it with a "Y" like dyme! LOL!!!
SAME OL SUMMER STUFF. unpacking, job hunting, eating all in sight!
I won't neglect you blogger...until next time
Nettie
In addition to school I have gone bald. LOL well not bald I have 4 inches of hair but thats a drastic shift from 12+ inches of hair. But it doesn't feel that way to me. It feels right. This couldn't have happened at a better time. I have twists right now but I miss the natural hair but I have to put it away. I play with it too much. I don't want to lose it. Dang! I just got it. I need some bangin' hurr if I want to continue to call myself a dime. or is it with a "Y" like dyme! LOL!!!
SAME OL SUMMER STUFF. unpacking, job hunting, eating all in sight!
I won't neglect you blogger...until next time
Nettie
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Its been too long blogger
I'm doing really well in school 3 A's and 2 B's but I cant be having two B's they are in accounting and Bio! My two hardest classes so I gotta figure out which one to focus on to get an A because 2 As is unlikely but with 2 B's that gives me a 3.6 + my current 3.5 leaves me at 3.55 I need more growth than that. Anyway for the most part in all of my classes I am one amongst maybe 3 people with the highest grades in the class. C'mon now! I do well but a 90 shouldn't be the highest grade int the class then most people fail. Mind you this is all 5 FIVE 5 of my classes. What is everyone doing. I cannot afford to fail.
Speaking of affording my scholarship finally posted to my account and it seems that my University owes me a penny. Um when can i get that? I roll my coins anyway I'm sure i could find use for it!
I paid my deposit for housing next year. I need to get a job in order to pay the monthly rent though. I do not have any scholarships as of right now...I need my school to come thru for me considering the majority of the school fails and seemingly no one has a 3.5 or above. Show me the money! Or at least match what you gave me last year sheesh!
Gilbert "Agent Zero Hibachi " Arenas is back. He played last night versus the Pistons and they lost by 2 pts :( the played so good. You could tell his teammates were positively influenced by his return and everybody stepped up. He had 10 assists he go everybody points. He said he had a mental block when he decided to take a 3 instead of pass at the end of the game. I guess he thought it was still 06 when he was the buzzer beater king of them all! oh well I'm so happy for him. Knee Injuries suck.
It's cold.
It's almost April. When did that happen
My mama got a new "digital" phone! YAY! Her old one looked like a wallet with an antenna.
I have finished all my homework...who am I?
Bye!
Speaking of affording my scholarship finally posted to my account and it seems that my University owes me a penny. Um when can i get that? I roll my coins anyway I'm sure i could find use for it!
I paid my deposit for housing next year. I need to get a job in order to pay the monthly rent though. I do not have any scholarships as of right now...I need my school to come thru for me considering the majority of the school fails and seemingly no one has a 3.5 or above. Show me the money! Or at least match what you gave me last year sheesh!
Gilbert "Agent Zero Hibachi " Arenas is back. He played last night versus the Pistons and they lost by 2 pts :( the played so good. You could tell his teammates were positively influenced by his return and everybody stepped up. He had 10 assists he go everybody points. He said he had a mental block when he decided to take a 3 instead of pass at the end of the game. I guess he thought it was still 06 when he was the buzzer beater king of them all! oh well I'm so happy for him. Knee Injuries suck.
It's cold.
It's almost April. When did that happen
My mama got a new "digital" phone! YAY! Her old one looked like a wallet with an antenna.
I have finished all my homework...who am I?
Bye!
Friday, March 20, 2009
i had some cotton candy
walmart had cotton today..im sticky as writing this! anyway i want to highly reccomend The Dream's CD Love vs. Money. I expected hotness but its so him but its still fresh new him! YAY for him!!! I also recommend Birthday sex lol i heard about it and i sounds like dream but its not maybe thats why its hot i dunno. Every girl and all Drake songs are still in daily rotation everyday! Too many sounds to shoutout specific ones. Day and Night by Kid Cudi has grown on me clearly. Walkin on the moon by The dream hehehehe. I play Day 26 stuff too! I am looking foward to Trey Songz new CD i hope his label let him do what he wanted on this one PLZZZ! the 1st one was the best bc it was just him and him singing the 2nd one was very label driven you can tell but i cant get enough of Trey so I let it slide. I just to hear ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooooooooooooooh basically . Well that was a good lil rant with the stickay fingaz!
no spellcheckin on yall fools!
no spellcheckin on yall fools!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Mas Pensamientos
I know i left the accent off!
- Do Not argue with the teacher. She controls your grade. She did start class 5 minutes early today but people like me who show up 10 minutes early don't care. Maybe you should try it sometime.
- I keep trying to download Drake's Mixtape and uh this $500 laptop is not cooperating. I had tried everything. I will resort to listening to it on imeem.
- Sex with Mom and Dad is an interesting show. This one 16 year old girl lost her virginity a year ago and said she has had 25 partners. Her brother was killed and parents in a divorce but that is way to much acting out. At 16 the only people you know are people you go to school with. She has to pass them in the hallways. Reality is unique to every person obviously.
- When is Trey Songz coming out with a new album. The last one was end of 2007 I think. I'm dying over here Trey!
- I really like Chips Ahoy! cookies. I'm sure they are responsible for the show the Biggest Loser alone. I know better though!
- Is anticipating spring break BADDDDDD
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Most Friends Aren't Forever: I'm sorry
I have had lots of good friends in my lifetime and every time when I realize how close we are I think "oh we'll be friends forever." To date that has never lasted. My family are the only people that I have consistently stayed in my life for 20 years. It's a shame! Some probably lots of people have best friends for life but I'm sure a vast majority do not. I doubt that you are meant to remain friends with the same people forever. Even in my 20 years I have changed too much to stick with one type of food much less a group of people. I hope that some of these people do remain in my life for a while but I'm not hoping on anything. But deep down I still want to be friends forever!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Ryan Leslie
I have enjoyed listening to Ryan Leslie's songs Addiction and Diamond Girl for a while now and I also enjoyed hearing him on Good Lovin' the single with Slim from 112. But nothing can compare to his debut CD Ryan Leslie that just came out on Tuesday. I had high expectations but he exceeded all of them. This is the music he was influenced with growing up. Its obvious. It's the same kind of feeling you had as a child while your parents played their records. I know because I remember. The catchy You're Fly , Irina, and Shouldn't have to wait stayed in my head after the 1st listen where the last track Gibberish still has me playing it over and over again. Words can't explain that song. This CD will be one that I listen to for a long time its right up there with Writings on the Wall, Supernatural, and Trey Songz 1st CD. Ok I might be alone on the last one but oh well to each his own!
Friday, February 13, 2009
SO...
I wear a size 7 in general but I own other random sizes like 4's from American Eagle where the sizes are crazy but I also own 11's for no reason other than they were on sale somewhere. But the question is with the long, short, and regular lengths. I need a long but who at a 0, 1, or 3 could possibly need a long. 5 i can see but 0 long how u be a 0 but long. I look like a stick so u must be invisible. They wasting that material on 1 person outta 308,936,834.
On to the little marks and embellishments on jeans these days. I was reminiscing on the bleach days and the have everybody sign ur pants days. We were young. Glitzy pockets and unneeded buttons, snaps, and closures, extra zippers. AHHH i could go on and on. I just need a pair of grown up pants. I have my staples. My wide leg trouser, my old school loose skinny jean, my levi light wash loose flare, and my tight dark denim boot-cut jean. If you counted thats only 4 pairs and I have one rally good teenage looking jean lol.
Im waiting for summer so jeans arent a staple anymore and when you do pull them out they feel brand new!!!
On to the little marks and embellishments on jeans these days. I was reminiscing on the bleach days and the have everybody sign ur pants days. We were young. Glitzy pockets and unneeded buttons, snaps, and closures, extra zippers. AHHH i could go on and on. I just need a pair of grown up pants. I have my staples. My wide leg trouser, my old school loose skinny jean, my levi light wash loose flare, and my tight dark denim boot-cut jean. If you counted thats only 4 pairs and I have one rally good teenage looking jean lol.
Im waiting for summer so jeans arent a staple anymore and when you do pull them out they feel brand new!!!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Fate vs Noticability
Why is it when you think of someone you end up running in to them? Is it because God was like Hmmm you really havent seen so and so in a while lemme plop him on down for ya. Or is it because you are paying more attention and inadvertently looking for said person?
I dunno but it happened yesterday and today...good to see you guys!
I dunno but it happened yesterday and today...good to see you guys!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
hMnuah (sound effect)
Im sad when people sign in my spot in the roll. I feel bad I had to scratch your name off but you were in the wrong. We were assigned numbers and I understand we havent had class in a lil while and that we were in a whole new bldg and room but 22 vs 23 is a big difference to me.
Dont drag the trash around now I gotta go buy supplies to clean up the floor because Im pretty sure I will be here until May. I dont like stickyness but bugs do so this needs to be resloved and obviously talking isnt cutting it.
I need to buy soap. CVS was out. What I know I dont understand either. I'm so tired I'm done typing.
Dont drag the trash around now I gotta go buy supplies to clean up the floor because Im pretty sure I will be here until May. I dont like stickyness but bugs do so this needs to be resloved and obviously talking isnt cutting it.
I need to buy soap. CVS was out. What I know I dont understand either. I'm so tired I'm done typing.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I Just Called to say " is it cold up thurr???"
So i called my mama jus now and this lady tries to give me a lecture! I dont have a mailbox key , due to no fault of my own but due to the fact that the hall director doesnt seem to like me at all. she talking bout my fathers mother said she sent me something I im like to what address cuz as far as im concerned i dont have one and my mama didnt give her one. maybe she put Name clark altanta university atlanta ga and slapped and 42 cent stamp on it! Stamps high as hell I dont wanna seen nuthin' Ill text you shoot! Anyway and she talkn bout she need to send me my new car insurance card b/c i might get pulled over. Hello woman i been driving since i was 15 and ive never been pulled over!!! and i was in a traffic stop once and the minute he looked at me he was like i dont even need to look at her ish she got it together. So now imma go get a po box cuz a nigga needs new printer ink and mine was from circuit city exclusively and they finna go outta business. darn rva companies we cant keep nothin in town! well atleast i can buy me some new dunks and they wont get stolen at the cau mailroom!
Monday, February 2, 2009
Groundhog Day
6 more weeks on winter lol we all know it doesnt matter. I live in atlanta and its been on and off no coat weather for a few weeks now!
Larry Fitzgerald is sexy...that is all
Still excited over my hair growth
The View is killing me
I will be videoblogging more often...it feels nice to get it out
I need new music
Im outta food AGAIN
Need more vitamins as well
Shouldda went to church
Class @ 140pm Accounting
I thought I had stuff to say...I dont
Larry Fitzgerald is sexy...that is all
Still excited over my hair growth
The View is killing me
I will be videoblogging more often...it feels nice to get it out
I need new music
Im outta food AGAIN
Need more vitamins as well
Shouldda went to church
Class @ 140pm Accounting
I thought I had stuff to say...I dont
Friday, January 30, 2009
pics
Cant go wrong with tuna and spinach
my hair growth look at that i kept some length I'm so HAPPY
Thats a protective style I did for 2 wks Twists!
pensamientos
why u in the shower now its 1pm? betta late than never i guess SMH!
how u text me back 2 days later and u texted me 1st! SMH!
why the public library didnt open til noon on a Friday! and it was a long line to get on one computer thank jesus I gots my own ...had to get me a 1040 lol
SMHes at Krispy Kreme by WestEnd Atlanta!!!
EFF the superbowl this year!!! the steelers gon win and if they dont which is beyond me how they would well it would suck for them. I really wanted the Ravens but they lost!
I wish my hair would dry!
OMG i seen this girl on YouTube with the prettiest natural and straight hair she had the best of both worlds! Im tryna get like u!
I use !'s tooo much
Why do I have pimple on my face. I dont get these im 20 dammit!!! I dont eat cake or chips or drink nothing but water
IT HURTS OW!!!
OH i found R&B magic 10?.? today on the radio I love me some R&B music "Yes I'll be your wifey" shoot Y'all
Stories finna come on at 1 its 12:57 I cant wait for this Fridays cliffhanger
I need to start videotaping my excursions...they be too funny
I need to make myslef stop typing!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Bye y'all
how u text me back 2 days later and u texted me 1st! SMH!
why the public library didnt open til noon on a Friday! and it was a long line to get on one computer thank jesus I gots my own ...had to get me a 1040 lol
SMHes at Krispy Kreme by WestEnd Atlanta!!!
EFF the superbowl this year!!! the steelers gon win and if they dont which is beyond me how they would well it would suck for them. I really wanted the Ravens but they lost!
I wish my hair would dry!
OMG i seen this girl on YouTube with the prettiest natural and straight hair she had the best of both worlds! Im tryna get like u!
I use !'s tooo much
Why do I have pimple on my face. I dont get these im 20 dammit!!! I dont eat cake or chips or drink nothing but water
IT HURTS OW!!!
OH i found R&B magic 10?.? today on the radio I love me some R&B music "Yes I'll be your wifey" shoot Y'all
Stories finna come on at 1 its 12:57 I cant wait for this Fridays cliffhanger
I need to start videotaping my excursions...they be too funny
I need to make myslef stop typing!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Bye y'all
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Dios Mio
Yo no se que decir ahora de esta situacion pero mis companeros de apartamento son uy muy muy locas. Porque to usas "the grease" para su pollo otra vez despues de quedar "the grease" en el "stove" para una semana. QUE!!! es muy ewww.
Personal Hygeine and ust simple little housekeeping stuff is beyond these people! I have seen you come outta your room with no shoes. What into the kitchen where I cook my food. Thats not cool or sanitary. The fact that nobody cleans the floors but me and y'all the ones that drop food stuffs all over it i dont see why you would want to walk barefoot at all! You dont watch dishes EVER!!! and when u do they sit there for ever. I havent used the dishwasher in a month beacuse its full of dishes and I have no where to put them if I decided to try to use it. If u spill water on the counter please wipe it up! Mass amounts of water will not evaporate they will sit there. And Kool-Aid is not going to do anything but get sticky and attract undesirables. its January now but then minute/second it gets hot Ummm there will be bugs and im not having that.
I hate cleaning up after grown ups ya'll are 21 and 22+ I do believe I just turned 20 two weeks ago...stop playin' and grow up.
Personal Hygeine and ust simple little housekeeping stuff is beyond these people! I have seen you come outta your room with no shoes. What into the kitchen where I cook my food. Thats not cool or sanitary. The fact that nobody cleans the floors but me and y'all the ones that drop food stuffs all over it i dont see why you would want to walk barefoot at all! You dont watch dishes EVER!!! and when u do they sit there for ever. I havent used the dishwasher in a month beacuse its full of dishes and I have no where to put them if I decided to try to use it. If u spill water on the counter please wipe it up! Mass amounts of water will not evaporate they will sit there. And Kool-Aid is not going to do anything but get sticky and attract undesirables. its January now but then minute/second it gets hot Ummm there will be bugs and im not having that.
I hate cleaning up after grown ups ya'll are 21 and 22+ I do believe I just turned 20 two weeks ago...stop playin' and grow up.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Oprah the last two days
So Oprah and Dr OZ whom I love and so does everybody else have done two episodes on obesity in young adults/kids in America. It was crazy these kids were so large I appreciate that I was born when I was born and grew up with who I grew up with. I was born in 1988 when there was no BLOG, no CELL PHONE, and video games weren't in your house. On top of that I spent a lot of time with my grandmother, basically all day, and she was a stickler for 3 meals and a 8pm snack and I better go outside and play, "why you in here?" "Why don't you take the ball and go on out side" "Stay in the yard!" LOL I played a lot even though every morning when she dropped me off for school she said "no racing and running" I guess that applied to inside the building??? Regardless I grew up with a meat a starch and a vegetable...dont even try to have two starches. If we did by accident my grandpa would say "why we got two starches today?" he was so well trained. I played, I read aloud, said my prayers at all meals and at night, and we ate dinner together and they didnt treat me like I was a baby. The second I could see the dishes best believe I was drying them.
On to Oprah... Kids don't have that anymore...most kids my age don't have that. I just happened to grow up with people born in the 1920's and my own mother was born in 1950! ONe girl spoke about how the kids at school called her a hippo! I can't believe how you could say that seriously to another person. Thinking I get but physically letting that come out of you ignorant mouth is appalling. Ok everyone called me Giraffe in HS but I'm tall and thin it wasn't as offensive. Giraffe's can be cute ...hippos never are! All of the kids were crying and they all had similar stories. I understand someone is also going to be the heaviest but these kids were 11, 12 , 13 and obese already. One boy for breakfast ate 3 bowls of cereal every morning. I cant remember getting through 1 bowl without forcing the last couple of spoonfuls down. America needs an overhaul in this diet/exercise thing!
I haven't had a full glass of anything but water in 2 weeks and over the last year my ratio of water to other drinks has been 10:1. Its not that hard Broccoli is good, so is uncooked spinach, peas are alright. Baked chicken yum! I just want our society to get it together or we wont have one!
That is ALL
On to Oprah... Kids don't have that anymore...most kids my age don't have that. I just happened to grow up with people born in the 1920's and my own mother was born in 1950! ONe girl spoke about how the kids at school called her a hippo! I can't believe how you could say that seriously to another person. Thinking I get but physically letting that come out of you ignorant mouth is appalling. Ok everyone called me Giraffe in HS but I'm tall and thin it wasn't as offensive. Giraffe's can be cute ...hippos never are! All of the kids were crying and they all had similar stories. I understand someone is also going to be the heaviest but these kids were 11, 12 , 13 and obese already. One boy for breakfast ate 3 bowls of cereal every morning. I cant remember getting through 1 bowl without forcing the last couple of spoonfuls down. America needs an overhaul in this diet/exercise thing!
I haven't had a full glass of anything but water in 2 weeks and over the last year my ratio of water to other drinks has been 10:1. Its not that hard Broccoli is good, so is uncooked spinach, peas are alright. Baked chicken yum! I just want our society to get it together or we wont have one!
That is ALL
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Girl, Positive Remarks
Girl, Positive is a movie on Lifetime it came on a while back but I saw it today and here are my thoughts on it.
I was glad that the movie portrayed HIV from a white upper middle class female standpoint not blacks, gays, or Hispanics because it s a disease that everyone can get and does get! It's a problem facing our whole society even though most new cases are African-American women.
The guy she got HIV from told her "I promise I'll be careful" after he told her he didn't have a condom. That might be the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life, but I'm pretty sure people say that type of thing to other people all the time. She was 16 or 17 but I knew at 16 that an excuse or statement like that was not going to fly with me. Condoms are everywhere. They basically hand them out here in Atlanta and probably all over the country. Honestly you will be more embarrassed ending up with an STD or HIV than asking for a condom REALLY!?!?!
I'm pretty sure I got my education about HIV from television, maybe Oprah did a special or something. Oh and I had a book about "sex and growing up" but I was lucky that I read and watched tv, because School never talked about this nor did my mother. I don't think she ever mentioned honestly. I'm sure most kids grew up like this but didn't have the resources like I did. Even in college the 1st week during orientation we went over everything in detail but it hasnt been mentioned since. Its been almost two years and if you didnt go to the seminar or you transferred in later you never heard that and thats a shame. I guess I'll talk to my friends to double check their info!
Wrap it up y'all dang!
I was glad that the movie portrayed HIV from a white upper middle class female standpoint not blacks, gays, or Hispanics because it s a disease that everyone can get and does get! It's a problem facing our whole society even though most new cases are African-American women.
The guy she got HIV from told her "I promise I'll be careful" after he told her he didn't have a condom. That might be the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life, but I'm pretty sure people say that type of thing to other people all the time. She was 16 or 17 but I knew at 16 that an excuse or statement like that was not going to fly with me. Condoms are everywhere. They basically hand them out here in Atlanta and probably all over the country. Honestly you will be more embarrassed ending up with an STD or HIV than asking for a condom REALLY!?!?!
I'm pretty sure I got my education about HIV from television, maybe Oprah did a special or something. Oh and I had a book about "sex and growing up" but I was lucky that I read and watched tv, because School never talked about this nor did my mother. I don't think she ever mentioned honestly. I'm sure most kids grew up like this but didn't have the resources like I did. Even in college the 1st week during orientation we went over everything in detail but it hasnt been mentioned since. Its been almost two years and if you didnt go to the seminar or you transferred in later you never heard that and thats a shame. I guess I'll talk to my friends to double check their info!
Wrap it up y'all dang!
i blog a lot...a lot is two words btw
the first pic is of my protective style my own version on kinky twists w/o the kink b/c i used freetress wavy braid hair...and the second is the rollerset i did a few wks back. It came out good...practice makes perfect look at that color! Girrl Please IMMA bad colorist...highlights and lowlights who u tellin'. I NEED to graduate college so I can go to beauty school for a quick minute and get me a license so I can do this professionally and make some money on the side or algo asi...SHOOT!
Today has been full of eating healthy, exercise, and homework...I havent even texted anybody. I did msg on facebook though so that probably counts. I miht do somethin later it depends. Who knows what my friends are doing? As we discussed they probably in their rooms...JUST LIKE ME...
I finally found and illegal download of Lucy Pearl "dance tonight" and I downloaded David Archuleta "Crush" and the Game ft. Neyo "Camera Phone" among others!!!
I have so much music its crazy...
Friday, January 23, 2009
!Muchas Preguntas en mi mente!
When did the Pocahontas like hair band thingy become a fashion trend?
When did jeans with sparkly appliques still remain in the closets of adults?
Why did my teacher say "cripples are all isotopes today? I see the connection but I was offended. And when did a person with 6 fingers become a cripple?
When did the Greek Organizations on campus start showing up to any and all events? The Ques scare me!
How old will I be when I finally no longer have to see anyone's butt crack? When will we begin wearing mom jeans...soon hopefully?
When are these girls I live with going to take the trash out?
Why all of your trash is Tampico juice bottles, cheese puff off brand things and pork rinds? And you wonder why you always sick? C'mon fool!
What am I doing for spring break? I swear Im going to the beach with or without y'all!
When am I going to change my contact? It's been a while.
Where is my Writing on the Wall CD??? I NEED IT!
When am I going to get that 6-pack? I NEED IT!
When am I going to write a non-? blog? HMMM
Annette....Adios
When did jeans with sparkly appliques still remain in the closets of adults?
Why did my teacher say "cripples are all isotopes today? I see the connection but I was offended. And when did a person with 6 fingers become a cripple?
When did the Greek Organizations on campus start showing up to any and all events? The Ques scare me!
How old will I be when I finally no longer have to see anyone's butt crack? When will we begin wearing mom jeans...soon hopefully?
When are these girls I live with going to take the trash out?
Why all of your trash is Tampico juice bottles, cheese puff off brand things and pork rinds? And you wonder why you always sick? C'mon fool!
What am I doing for spring break? I swear Im going to the beach with or without y'all!
When am I going to change my contact? It's been a while.
Where is my Writing on the Wall CD??? I NEED IT!
When am I going to get that 6-pack? I NEED IT!
When am I going to write a non-? blog? HMMM
Annette....Adios
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
new new
yep i take back that "ima cut of a few inches of my hair" I take that back fully! and all i can say is i was due for a deep condition and i lost it ...whew that's over
i twisted my hair with my last pack of freestyle freetress hair. I cut it in half so its basically as long as my real hair but its enough to keep me from checking my length every 5 secs.
Day 3 of my training is today. this is the 1st day i ran due to non financial enrollment. LOL im back tho and I see less pooch already and im not playing. ive done this sooo many times before. my body craves exercise and the minute it gets some my youthful body firms right back up. I hoping this is the LAST time i start this though. I need to make lifetime habits of healthy eating and exercise and ummm no drinks ..H20 y'all.
30 minutes a day keeps the heart attack away
Ned
i twisted my hair with my last pack of freestyle freetress hair. I cut it in half so its basically as long as my real hair but its enough to keep me from checking my length every 5 secs.
Day 3 of my training is today. this is the 1st day i ran due to non financial enrollment. LOL im back tho and I see less pooch already and im not playing. ive done this sooo many times before. my body craves exercise and the minute it gets some my youthful body firms right back up. I hoping this is the LAST time i start this though. I need to make lifetime habits of healthy eating and exercise and ummm no drinks ..H20 y'all.
30 minutes a day keeps the heart attack away
Ned
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Thoughts
I think I wanna run the Half Marathon on March 28th in Atlanta. I have 70 ish days to train but its $60 but I think it would be worth it. I want to so I will. I need to get back in shape anyway. My natural athletic abilities are CRAZY and im not exaggerating. I can jump over tables and catch a piece a food i dropped basically right when i drop it. NO KIDDING!
I knew this was the place for me. At home I felt so unloved and stuff everybody has they family and friends and everything but at school I have my own family and friends. We have good and MEANINGFUL conversations. I enjoy being able to talk about the Bible and what we think about it The people at home don't even go to church. I love you guys!!!
My hair is currently roller wrapped. I will post pics of its fabulosity when it comes out.
Lebron is finna let the Bulls beat him as I type!!!
These Gummie Vitamins have me and everybody I kno ADDICTED. I'm concerned for my health.
I love any song by T.I. and Justin Timberlake. Dead and Gone and My Love...Classics in my heart!
Need to wash clothes!!!
why I need colored pencils for one of my classes SMH!!!
And why my Afr-AM History teacher still having class on Tuesday at 11ish...I was tryna be at centennial park with my ppls
Im carrying my purse 2maro i guess
Im done!!!
Nighty =)
I knew this was the place for me. At home I felt so unloved and stuff everybody has they family and friends and everything but at school I have my own family and friends. We have good and MEANINGFUL conversations. I enjoy being able to talk about the Bible and what we think about it The people at home don't even go to church. I love you guys!!!
My hair is currently roller wrapped. I will post pics of its fabulosity when it comes out.
Lebron is finna let the Bulls beat him as I type!!!
These Gummie Vitamins have me and everybody I kno ADDICTED. I'm concerned for my health.
I love any song by T.I. and Justin Timberlake. Dead and Gone and My Love...Classics in my heart!
Need to wash clothes!!!
why I need colored pencils for one of my classes SMH!!!
And why my Afr-AM History teacher still having class on Tuesday at 11ish...I was tryna be at centennial park with my ppls
Im carrying my purse 2maro i guess
Im done!!!
Nighty =)
Monday, January 12, 2009
Back @ Clark
So there s nobody here SATURDAY, SUNDAY, or TODAY (MONDAY). It's great. I was highly upset to see that after I left and cleaned up my roommate who had not left yet did not do anything with her things. Kool- Aid should not be left in the fridge for over a month. She also left all of her dishes in the dishwasher...they were clean at least but I stored my cleaned dishes in my room not a moist environment like dishwasher eeek! And she also left the cabinets full of soup to go( that high sodium foolishness) and a open bottle of barbecue sauce (which i sure on the back says REFRIGERATE AFTER OPENING) But once again i say "who am i" obviously nobody. It's not me that has to eat that. OH WELL... I just desperately hope they don't make too much noise when they come back!!!
My hair is not liking thee winter at all. Last year when I was fully relaxer the winter was great b/c their is absolutely no moisture in the air and my hair stayed perfectly straight but NOW when I am crying out for some moisture there is none to find!!! The car heat for 8 hrs straight driving to school plus getting out of the car to get gas standing in the cold plus all the other dry heat plus the worst tap water i have ever experienced in my life has lead my hair to sadness :(
These damn relaxer ends are killing me! They wont to anything but be straight. I think I might go ahead and trim of the last 2-3 inches of my hair b/c it is sooo old! Regardless of how tight I twist or braid it unravels It angers me!!! Dueces ends y'all got to go!
My hair is not liking thee winter at all. Last year when I was fully relaxer the winter was great b/c their is absolutely no moisture in the air and my hair stayed perfectly straight but NOW when I am crying out for some moisture there is none to find!!! The car heat for 8 hrs straight driving to school plus getting out of the car to get gas standing in the cold plus all the other dry heat plus the worst tap water i have ever experienced in my life has lead my hair to sadness :(
These damn relaxer ends are killing me! They wont to anything but be straight. I think I might go ahead and trim of the last 2-3 inches of my hair b/c it is sooo old! Regardless of how tight I twist or braid it unravels It angers me!!! Dueces ends y'all got to go!
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