if u knew me you would understand!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Does It really all just "fall into place"?

A lot of times I hear people say "oh don't worry hunny, it'll all fall into place" and "in due time" and "when it's in God's plans". I'm sure these are all true but are they viable options for some subjects like true love or your purpose in life. These are things you can't just sit around and wait for them to happen. They need lots of time and energy and an overall commitment to their accomplishment.
As I sat in my bed I wondered what would happen if you never told the person you TRULY loved that you loved them with everything you had. You spent countless hours dropping hints, and telling your closest confidants but you couldn't bring yourself to tell them. This is of course the type of person who does not infer things, at all, but you love them anyway.
Is fate going to step in for you and nudge them just a little, or will a perfect opportunity arise where you can tell them your true feelings? Has this opportunity already come and you missed it?
I often wonder is this the case of true love at a point in a person's life where you both know that right now is not the time to be together. Things happen, years pass and you end up in a seemingly happy long term relationship, until that one day they come across your mind. What do you do? Honestly I have no idea, and I think most people don t either sadly.
Much unrequited love,
Nettie :)

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

So Much To Learn

I have a lot of time 2 ponder things nothing good ever comes on tv these days ...i read a lot of things and i come across some interesting ones that i would like 2 share. Some state is proposing a law that would require all surgeries to be videotaped and recorded. Why didnt we think of this sooner? We track every other move of everybody but not the hours or moments that could end someones life, all surgeries are potentially dangerous. All the malpractice going on ends up being taken lightly even in an old episode of Seinfeld where he and Kramer went to view a procedure and dropped a junior mint into the 'hole' lol it was great comedy but make u wonder how long has this stuff been happening? I just hope that law gets passed 4 sooooo many reasons

Im taking a very interesting class this semester called the ancient period and we discuss all of the ancient works such as pedagogy of the oppressed by Friere and Black Athena by Bernal but this week we went over the oldest book in the WORLD by Ptahhotep who had all of these amazing things to say about human beings and interactions such as:

DO not scheme against people. God will punish accordingly.
Eating is under the discretion of God. It is a fool who complains about it.
Follow your heart as long as you live.
and
he who is ruled by his appetite belongs to the enemy.

As i sat in class amazed by the truths of these simple sentences i thought i should definitely be doing some things differently in my life...

Look this up theres soooo much more
Dueces, Nettie :)

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Virgin Blog YAY!

I've been hearing about these "Blogs" but I was unsure...y i dunno but here I am YAY!!! Today is Easter and the previous week has been leading up to this. Im not tryna compare myself 2 Jesus because I can never be compared to his selfless act of giving his life for others, but I think this week I have found the beginnings of who I want to become. I have to get it together b4 I tell yall but just know I think I've figured out the basics...YES! But as of right now I want to talk about Friendship...I read a statistic that 25% of Americans have no true confidants (so sad i kno) and most people have 1 or 2 close friends. I have a different situation especially now that I am in college in Atlanta and went to school in VA (2 up 2 down!) SO i have friends here that I talk 2 about my college issues and my friends at home that I talk to about home issues and high school and stuff. But It hit me 2day when I discovered a couple of problems with my friends and they all could be resolved with a lil talking. COMMUNICATION PEOPLE we spend more time thinking about what we finna say to you than actually doing it and way more time telling Keisha 'nem about how much you be acting funny than saying that ish 2 your face. So thats the new me for 2day and if you get called out be glad I told you instead of waiting til you heard it from Keisha 'nem. LMAO

Currently Im listening to :
Mya Case of the Ex, Movin On, and How You Gonna Tell Me

And I keep that Selena on constant rotation!

Dueces, Nettie :)